Why its took me so long never update my blog..

1 : NO INTERNET ... wahahaha...
2 : I FORGOT MY PASSWORD...
3 : I FORGOT MY PASSWORD...
4 : SERIOUSLY... I FORGOT MY PASSWORD...
5 : now i get a new one....

APRIL FOOOOOOOOOOOOOL ^_^

Okies... Today is a day for an APRIL FOOLS DAY!! ... One of my fav day.. well..I dont celebrate it much like the last time where me and my friends make a stupid pranks.. but not the embarrassed kinda pranks... But hye..April fools is the best day to purpose a girl.. U know why?? Because when she said YES.. well its your luck ^_^ .. But when she said NO and u get rejected ..Just make yourself looks cool (although u r so not cool :P ) and say to her 'APRIL FOOL!!!' .. hehehe..ok.. now i sounded like stupid :P..

Ok.. for those who didnt know what is April Fools Day.. duh!? It is not a national day or holiday.. well I wish it was.. but it is widely recognized an celebrated as a day where everyone plays all kind of jokes and foolishness..As long as the jokes of urs do not cause any harm or pain to people.. I guess it would be alright FOR U TO ACT IN ACTION... pammpaaapaaaaaaaaaaammmm....(Effect sound )

SO HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY YO <3

I've Been Away for too long from HIM..

Im sitting alone and wondering.. Where am I? Where i've been?? I feel too far away frm God.. I know He is with me all the time.. I know He showering me with his Love... I know he feed my Soul with his blessing... But do I always be there for God?? What did my little hands have to offer for Him??

My Savoir is all I have in my life.. I looked up in the Bible.. I read all the sacrifice that Jesus Christ made for us.. & I wondering to myself... What did I do in Return?? Then it hits me.. God never ask any return frm us.. He just want us to Love Him as He Loves us.. He wanted to us to be A good Child of Christian just like our parents wanted us to be.. Am I a good Child?? I never can answer that question.. Its not my right to judge myself or condemn myself.. Its not my right to judge people and condemn them..

Myself , I know... I always been caught up by this world insanity but still He be there for me.. When I called His name, I know He reached into my heart and I hold that moment for some times.. But where did it goes?? Im holding it for too little time.. It keep makes me searching and yearning for some more.. But why do I did it slow?? Why so I always holding it back??

My time are wasted because I keep on asking and wondering..But I cant help it.. Maybe I cant change the world or myself in a minute...and same goes to the rest of us.. Maybe our heart still have an empty hole in it.. and we keep on wondering why this is happening...That what happen when we are too far away from God.. This is what happening to me.. Should I let it be this way?? No I wont... I wont let the time swollen me and took the rest what remaining in ME.. I stand for forgiveness..and that is just not enough.. I still have a long way to go to change my whole life and change myself to be a better person.. & no matter I change myself I know I never be great enough but when I change myself.. I know and I can feel the power of Love that have been sent frm above... That is all I need In this Life.. A new Me.. A blessing from God.. 

I've been to far away from God.. Yes I realized it.. The time makes me missing Him so much.. I kneel myself and close my eyes..opened up my heart.. Fill me Lord.. Fill my empty cup.. Teach me how to be a better child... Lead my way.. No matter what happen.. Just show me the way.. Cut the rope that been tighten me for too long.. Ive been in despair for such a long time..Bless me O Lord... Amen...

Friendship are the hardest relationship ever....

FRIENDSHIP..  are the most hardest relationship that i ever been through.. Without Friendship this world cannot go round as supposed it should be...Friends.. and each of them.. have a different attitude.. different feelings.. different thought..different mind approaching.. I can be angry and show it directly to my family or to my Love but I just cant do it in front of my friends..

Friendship.. keep on teaching me and showing the meaning of life.. the beauty of joy.. the sorrow of pain.. the laughter of a smile.. a word when it spoken...

Friendship.. can divided into many categories.. Girl friendship.. Guy Friendship.. Lust friendship.. Fashion Friendship.. Shopping Friendship ..False Friendship.. & so the list continued........  Whatever it is.. I called my friendship as a roller coaster Friendship...

Friendship.. sometimes.. we may have our own up & down memories.. but does it worth it to hurts one of each other?? Maybe we have to.. somehow somewhere.. The pain we have will teach us to be stronger.. to be bonds with each other.. to make us realize that we need each other.. My mouth maybe in silent.. but cant u hear me scream my dear friends.. I NEED YOU.. I LOVE YOU.. I LOVE ALL THE UP & DOWN MEMORIES.. talk with me.. Hug me.. Tease me.. Hold me.. Love me..

Friendship.. My eyes are dry.. but I shed a tears for you.. We may not agree with each other every time or on everything.. & yes.. we have arguing on some stuff but Trust me.. I didnt break a single pieces of love  that I share on you...

Friendship.. why do we keep on talking back of each other?? It is not because we wanna talk bad about each other.. Either we realize it or not.. we keep on doing it cause we didnt wan to break each other heart.. Being honesty its like the most scariest part ever.. We just have no guts to tell on each other faces saying 'U R WRONG!!! '.. & You know why?? because we to care of one another... But that how the relationship goes whether we like it or not.. Honesty is the best policy..

As I wrote this simple notes.. I can feel a single warm of tears & I started to smile.. Hey for what you wanna be so emo right now?? Yes.. maybe we have something going on right now but we never stop here.. We gonna be friends forever... As we walk & continue our love journey.. there will be lots of roads.. stones.. bumps that we have to cross.. but dont worry my dear friend.. take my hand... let go through it together.. Dont walk infront of me .I may not follow.. Dont walk behind me..I may not lead.. But please walk besides me.. Teach me how to be a better person.. Hold my hands & lets continues this journey together.....

 <3 A BEST FRIENDS IS LIKE A SISTER THAT DESTINY FORGOT TO GIVE YOU <3